Friday, May 23, 2014

i don't know what i want

I joined main comm lol.
All those late night talks of telling myself i shouldnt and now, i've already submitted the form, campaigned, gave my speech and results will be out on mon.

So afraid that i won't get in but I'm afraid of committing too. I know it's gonna be super hard either way and i thought of backing out halfway so many times but i can't. I will hate myself even more. If i don't get in, i probably cannot take it and im so scared history will repeat itself (not getting a top post in band) and i really want to get in now. I cannot lose out now. I cannot. Pls let me get in and i will show everyone what i will do just to serve the school. Let me get in please

No comments:

Post a Comment